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Hey everyone,

I think this needs to be short but I wanted to share a little bit about whats been doing in the secret life of Amy lately.

OK so most of you probably know that this semester I've really been struggling with water polo and whether or not it's what God wants for me but not wanting to just give up because I'm unhappy ya know? and I've totally been pretty much questioning God's faithfulness or even desire to see me through my life.

And yesterday on the plane over to Denver when I was just thinking about how fun Davis was, and how I got to a point where I was focused and playing reasonably well but really not worried about the outcome, and how awesome it was to hang with all the girls and stuff, and I realised that everything I'd been asking God for He had given me straigh away - I had just been unable to receive it because I'd been so caught up in myself and worrying about what was right and wrong and how things should be done and feeling sorry for myself. He'd given me everything as soon as I'd asked for it. I just hadn't allowed myself to receive it. And He didn't even mind that it had taken me so long to get over myself, that He's just stoked that I finally got there. I'm just on such a high right now because my eyes are open to actually how much He blesses me every single day and how much I need to cherish every moment I can. I realised yesterday that once I graduate, I probably won't be back in Hawaii - so I need to start experiencing and enjoying it!!!

I'm just really excited at the moment. I'm at my friend Emily's and she's not like this radical revolutionary I'm going to change the world christian, but she is so in love with Jesus and she just lets Him use her every day without even realising it. And without even knowing it, she is going to change her world. And that makes me so excited : )

may God bless your smelly socks off everyone

so much love
A xxox