christmas time

i've been thinking about christmas lately and what it means to me and stuff, and its been really awesome. it totally just blows me away how amazing God is how he just gave up heaven for us. and the mighty God above all other Gods who created to universe came to us as a baby. a baby who had to be looked after and taken care of and who cried in the middle of the night and had to have his nappies (daipers) changed and drooled all over himself. the weakest of all things, entrusted to humans who had messed up everything else in the world so far. he is so weak in his love for us he sent us baby, and in that he proves his almighty amazing strength. how much he doesn't need us in the slightest to do anything for him, but he is so madly in love with us he wants us along for the ride. Jesus was born in a manger, a filthy, disgusting manger and that was his throne that has been glorified so much because thats where the glory is. in the brokenness of our lives, in the gutter of our hearts so to say. everyone has wounds and pain, its there where his glory is shown, its there he wants to go with us and make whole. It says in the bible that our hearts are his thrones too, I'll leave that thought up to you guys for a bit but when I think about that I wana fall on my face in awe of how he does that. How in my life, he has taken me from a place of so much pain and hurt and so many lies and made that his throne and bought life and truth and healing and wholeness and made it beautiful to him.

this is kinda short and blurted out, i hope it makes sense...

merry christmas everyone, may God bless your smelly socks off.
A xxox